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Saturday, February 27, 2010

Isn't it better to cling to the dream of what could have been, than to ruin everything with reality?


I feel like, I'm drowning in the ocean. Somebody come and take me away.


Some dreams aren't meant to come true.
I learnt that from the best,
I learnt that from you.


But I don't want to be second best. I don't want to be a substitute. I want to be prioritised. I don't want to be the one you look for only when she's not around.


stand up for what you think is right,
even if you're standing alone.


I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if it's just for a second, I crossed your mind.


My version of falling in love is borderline psychotic. Should be avoided at all costs. Get obsessed, can't function, all-consuming, tunnel vision, euphoric. (:


It's not a side effect of the cocaine, I'm thinking that it must be love.


Love is like playing the piano. First you must play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.


the way you make my heart skip beats.


according to you, i'm stupid, i'm useless, i can't do anything right.


I'll be your moon, just so you know, I'll always be around, even when the sun goes down.


don't you love in vain, cause love won't set you free.


I've started hallucinating because now, every little thing that happens leads back to you.


don't scare me like that. it's horrible to love you, but to lose you would be hell.


You don't realise how easily you can make me laugh, smile or cry - all within a minute.


Just not being with you makes every minute seem like an hour.


you got me addicted to your lies.


I don't know if I should attempt to prove you wrong, because one false move and it's all over if I ever lose.


& I won't live your weak wicked lie, you pull me in, I'm one step behind.


Somehow, no matter how much I try to block you out, you'll always be there, the furthest being pushed to the back of my mind, but you almost never manage to get that far at all.


you fight me, flat on my lonely face I fell.


I thought I would never be able to get over him, but I met you.


Standing in the light of your halo, I've got my angel now.


Last night, I was lying in bed thinking of you. And I was wondering how wonderful it would be if you were thinking about me too. But then I realised you were thinking of her, and probably thinking about whether she was thinking about you too. Maybe she was, maybe she wasn't. However, if even for a split second you were thinking about me, we would be thinking of each other. Because I can't keep my mind off you.


somehow, I'm beginning to trust you more and more.


I hate how these dreams seem like reality and when I wake up, the first thing I think about is how much I want you and the second thing I think about is how I can't have you.


I was happy to be able to answer promptly. I said, "I don't know."


& you always beside me to hold me and to guide me


Sometimes I wish I didn't know the truth because I loved the lie I was living in.


I'll keep us together. Whatever it takes.


I don't know why we all hand onto something we know we're better off letting go. It's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have. Some of us say we'd rather have something than nothing at all, but the truth is, to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.


Taking chances is really just about overcoming your fears, because the truth is, everytime you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you're always glad that you took it.


every day we spent together is slowly being replaced by the days we spend apart.


Someone asked me if I knew you. A million memories flashed through my mind and I said, "Not anymore."


It wasn't just that I loved him. It's that I loved what I was when I was with him.


& everytime I see you, I want to cry out, "What's wrong with me?! What do you see in her that you never can in me?!" But I already know the answer to that; everything.


Every night, I put my head to my pillow and try to tell meself I'm strong, because I've gone one more day without you.


& everytime 11:11 comes around, I whisper your name.


I shouldn't think about you so much. Because it's not worth it to. But I can't help it.


Optimistic people are here to keep pessimistic people from wallowing in misery. Pessimistic people are here to remind optimistic people of a little fact called Reality.


I'm so afraid that it'll fall apart if I touch it.


But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain, it's two a.m. and I'm cursing your name.


To lie here under you it's all that I could ever do.


Her: I thought you were going to save the world?
Him: I did. You are my world.


There's no life after you.


You're the one who's always there when I need you, the one I look up to, the one I learn from, the one who never fails at making me smile, the one.... Screw that. You're the one I can't live without.


he told me to fight, he told me to do everything so I wouldn't give up. but in the end I still lost. he's taught me a lot, but things just don't work out. im giving up.




I couldn't find icons, ):
but I'll try to put a few in the next update. (:

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Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Lately I've been thinking of Taylor Swift again. I remember her topping all MY charts at one point. Then I went to listen to Breaking Benjamin, Avenged Sevenfold and Three Days Grace for a while. Suddenly she's back! Invisible's old,but still,it's really nice. Not forgetting the newer ones, Today Was A Fairytale and Jump Then Fall. :D


“I'm tough, ambitious, and I know exactly what I want. If that makes me a bitch, okay.”

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It's hard to fall asleep when all your dreams are dead

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It’s weird, you know the end of something
that has taken so much time to get
over is coming & you’re so relieved
that its finally here but you still,
for some reason want to hold on.
Just for one more second...
just so it can hurt a little more.
After all, this problem has been your
life for so long you’re not sure
if you’ll be used to being free.

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It hurts so much, it tempts me to give up; but temptation is from the decil, so I'll resist the devil.

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Because just when I think you're not going to text me, my phone lights up with a message from you - and so does my smile.

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When I was with you practically everything else in my life was going wrong,but I was happy. You were worth it.

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you're like a drug. you get me addicted to you. you make me high and you make me smile when i'm down. & i get withdrawal symptoms when we're not together,and i know that deep down inside, you're bad for me. you kill me so much.

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I watched the sky turn light blue, but it's not the same without you. And the silence isn't so bad,till I look at my hands and feel sad, because the spaces between my fingers are where yours fit perfectly.

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Sometimes I think I'm desperate. Well,maybe I am. For you, at any rate.

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roses wilt, colours fade, love dies.

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Even if I know I won't win, I'll fight. I don't want to lose knowing I didn't try at all. I want to know that I tried my best, because you're worth it.

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I've searched all around, but I can't find a more perfect person for me than you.

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I know there's no way that you're gonna let me win, so why are you letting me fight on?

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I really wish she loves you more than I do, but hey wake up, that's impossible :D

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I know I'm not good enough for you, and I know, too, that I never will be - but dammit, I love you.

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I have a sweet tooth, that's why I've taken a liking for you.

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ok ill be nice;

Saturday, February 6, 2010

ok i have alot of icons now. zz.

and everytime our hands touch, i feel static.

i want them to know how fabulous you are, but i dont want them to touch you.

you know your friendship can't be risked, so being his girl is an impossible wish.

i swear, everytime i hear your name, my heart beats so fast it hurts, and my face goes red. and i smile. (:

no matter how many times i see you, i still can't get sick of you.

i wouldn't want to sleep 'cause i'd miss you babe, and even though i'd dream of you, that wouldn't be enough.

you give me so much false hope i'm disillusioned.
nope, i dont have rosy cheeks. it's just that whenever i see you i blush!

i thought i would never be able to get over him. but that mentality totally changed when i met you.