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cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

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Monday, August 6, 2012

She's just like him
Spoilt rotten, confused by the lies she's been fed
She's looking for no one (but herself)
Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy that she is hurt

God;

really all that matters:

your worst day with God is infinitely better than your best day without Him.

God always holds fast to His promises. Don't lose faith!

Against all odds.;

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Been a long time since I've come around, been a long time but I'm back in town. This time, I'm not leaving without you.

I'd give anything again to be your baby doll.

how can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace? when I stand here taking every breath with you

You're the only one who really knew me at all.

Bad things happen. But you shouldn't let yourself be trapped within your unhappiness - to be happy is a choice.

I wish you would want me, the way I want you.

I love the way it hurts. As much as it hurts, I love what you're doing to me. I want more.

Carry me home tonight.

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Saturday, May 1, 2010

I do update this once in a while x)




take my hand and we'll make it. i swear. (:

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if it's just for a second, I crossed your mind.

but if this is a just a crush, how do I take the real thing?

try not to pull it apart, you're aiming straight for the heart.

Waist deep in thought 'cause when I think of you, I don't feel so alive.

don't you love in vain, 'cause love won't set you free.

she'll never see the way your eyes, light up when you smile.

just not being with you makes every minute seem like an hour.

you got me addicted to your lies.

Whenever you're not around, I never know what to do or think, because I'm always in a mess without you.

You fight me, flat on my lonely face I fell.

standing in the light of your halo, i've got my angel now.

Because you were always the best.

Sometimes, I wish I didn't know the truth, because I loved the lie I was living in.

you left a hole in my heart when you left.

and you can't see me wanting you the way you want her, but you are everything to me.

I'll keep us together. Whatever it takes.

It's exactly the same time now. Not too long ago, I was talking to you at this time. I was listening to your voice. I was melting with love. But that was last time.

we said let go, but I kept on hanging on. inside I know, it's over, you're really gone. it's killin' me, 'cause there ain't nothing that I can do. baby; I stay in love with you.

spoiled rotten, confused by the lies she's been fed.

she seems to be happy that she is hurt.

sometimes you only forgive someone because you can't stand not having them around.

I love you, not only for who you are, but for who I am when I'm with you.

& tears come streaming down your face when you lose something you can't replace.

so build your house brick by boring brick, or the wolf's gonna blow it down.

My life revolves around you. Without you, I am nothing.

because even if you shot a bullet at me, I don't think I'd bear a grudge against you at all.

why is it the smallest things that tear us down?

now I'm living as a blind man.

don't leave me here again,

I'll be the moon when the sun goes down. Just so you know, I'll always be around.

what is someone like YOU doing in a place like this?

I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again.

because you're the only one on this earth who actually makes me feel like I'm a living thing.

forget being perfect. i was trying not to be worthless.

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Monday, March 8, 2010

I deleted the tagboard 'cause no one bothers to tag anyway LOL. so yeah. here you go rofl. sorry if icons are repeated, 'cause i dont rmb what i put up here roflll

x When I'm with you, I'll make every second count cause I miss you, whenever you're not around.
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x Without you I'm no one, I'm nothing at all.
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x I can't get you off my mind, and everytime I'm in distress, you're the first one I go to. I know it's not normal, but I can't help it.
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x & I figured all I'm thinking 'bout is you, is you, my love.
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x I'll follow you if you follow me, I don't know why you lie so clean. I'll break right through the irony..
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x you don't need me, so stop pretending that you do. if you do, prove it to me.
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x give me something to believe in, 'cause I don't believe in you, anymore, anymore. I don't know if there's even a reason to try, so this is goodbye.
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x "I miss you all the time, and even more when things like this happen. I wonder why.." "Oh. I don't know. Ask yourself. Maybe it's 'cause you need someone to talk to." "But you're the first one I go to." "Oh. Maybe you love me." "Yeah. I think so too." [haha, it's weird how i get quotes from things that happen in my daily life.]
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x Don't know what to say, don't know what to do, 'cause all my thoughts lead back to you.
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x I am never allowed to keep anything from you, but you're always hiding things from me. Tell me, how is that fair? I can't trust you if you have doubts. It means you can't trust me too.
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x Somehow, no matter how angry we get at each other everytime something happens, I know that in the end, we'll be back together again. Stronger.
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x If I want something that much, I shouldn't do things that'll take my chances away, but what if I realised I had no chances in the first place, and I've given up?
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x take my hand, drag me down; if you fall then I will too.
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sigh.;

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Isn't it better to cling to the dream of what could have been, than to ruin everything with reality?


I feel like, I'm drowning in the ocean. Somebody come and take me away.


Some dreams aren't meant to come true.
I learnt that from the best,
I learnt that from you.


But I don't want to be second best. I don't want to be a substitute. I want to be prioritised. I don't want to be the one you look for only when she's not around.


stand up for what you think is right,
even if you're standing alone.


I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if it's just for a second, I crossed your mind.


My version of falling in love is borderline psychotic. Should be avoided at all costs. Get obsessed, can't function, all-consuming, tunnel vision, euphoric. (:


It's not a side effect of the cocaine, I'm thinking that it must be love.


Love is like playing the piano. First you must play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.


the way you make my heart skip beats.


according to you, i'm stupid, i'm useless, i can't do anything right.


I'll be your moon, just so you know, I'll always be around, even when the sun goes down.


don't you love in vain, cause love won't set you free.


I've started hallucinating because now, every little thing that happens leads back to you.


don't scare me like that. it's horrible to love you, but to lose you would be hell.


You don't realise how easily you can make me laugh, smile or cry - all within a minute.


Just not being with you makes every minute seem like an hour.


you got me addicted to your lies.


I don't know if I should attempt to prove you wrong, because one false move and it's all over if I ever lose.


& I won't live your weak wicked lie, you pull me in, I'm one step behind.


Somehow, no matter how much I try to block you out, you'll always be there, the furthest being pushed to the back of my mind, but you almost never manage to get that far at all.


you fight me, flat on my lonely face I fell.


I thought I would never be able to get over him, but I met you.


Standing in the light of your halo, I've got my angel now.


Last night, I was lying in bed thinking of you. And I was wondering how wonderful it would be if you were thinking about me too. But then I realised you were thinking of her, and probably thinking about whether she was thinking about you too. Maybe she was, maybe she wasn't. However, if even for a split second you were thinking about me, we would be thinking of each other. Because I can't keep my mind off you.


somehow, I'm beginning to trust you more and more.


I hate how these dreams seem like reality and when I wake up, the first thing I think about is how much I want you and the second thing I think about is how I can't have you.


I was happy to be able to answer promptly. I said, "I don't know."


& you always beside me to hold me and to guide me


Sometimes I wish I didn't know the truth because I loved the lie I was living in.


I'll keep us together. Whatever it takes.


I don't know why we all hand onto something we know we're better off letting go. It's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have. Some of us say we'd rather have something than nothing at all, but the truth is, to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.


Taking chances is really just about overcoming your fears, because the truth is, everytime you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you're always glad that you took it.


every day we spent together is slowly being replaced by the days we spend apart.


Someone asked me if I knew you. A million memories flashed through my mind and I said, "Not anymore."


It wasn't just that I loved him. It's that I loved what I was when I was with him.


& everytime I see you, I want to cry out, "What's wrong with me?! What do you see in her that you never can in me?!" But I already know the answer to that; everything.


Every night, I put my head to my pillow and try to tell meself I'm strong, because I've gone one more day without you.


& everytime 11:11 comes around, I whisper your name.


I shouldn't think about you so much. Because it's not worth it to. But I can't help it.


Optimistic people are here to keep pessimistic people from wallowing in misery. Pessimistic people are here to remind optimistic people of a little fact called Reality.


I'm so afraid that it'll fall apart if I touch it.


But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain, it's two a.m. and I'm cursing your name.


To lie here under you it's all that I could ever do.


Her: I thought you were going to save the world?
Him: I did. You are my world.


There's no life after you.


You're the one who's always there when I need you, the one I look up to, the one I learn from, the one who never fails at making me smile, the one.... Screw that. You're the one I can't live without.


he told me to fight, he told me to do everything so I wouldn't give up. but in the end I still lost. he's taught me a lot, but things just don't work out. im giving up.




I couldn't find icons, ):
but I'll try to put a few in the next update. (:

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Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Lately I've been thinking of Taylor Swift again. I remember her topping all MY charts at one point. Then I went to listen to Breaking Benjamin, Avenged Sevenfold and Three Days Grace for a while. Suddenly she's back! Invisible's old,but still,it's really nice. Not forgetting the newer ones, Today Was A Fairytale and Jump Then Fall. :D


“I'm tough, ambitious, and I know exactly what I want. If that makes me a bitch, okay.”

broken-quotes

It's hard to fall asleep when all your dreams are dead

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It’s weird, you know the end of something
that has taken so much time to get
over is coming & you’re so relieved
that its finally here but you still,
for some reason want to hold on.
Just for one more second...
just so it can hurt a little more.
After all, this problem has been your
life for so long you’re not sure
if you’ll be used to being free.

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It hurts so much, it tempts me to give up; but temptation is from the decil, so I'll resist the devil.

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Because just when I think you're not going to text me, my phone lights up with a message from you - and so does my smile.

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When I was with you practically everything else in my life was going wrong,but I was happy. You were worth it.

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you're like a drug. you get me addicted to you. you make me high and you make me smile when i'm down. & i get withdrawal symptoms when we're not together,and i know that deep down inside, you're bad for me. you kill me so much.

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I watched the sky turn light blue, but it's not the same without you. And the silence isn't so bad,till I look at my hands and feel sad, because the spaces between my fingers are where yours fit perfectly.

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Sometimes I think I'm desperate. Well,maybe I am. For you, at any rate.

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roses wilt, colours fade, love dies.

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Even if I know I won't win, I'll fight. I don't want to lose knowing I didn't try at all. I want to know that I tried my best, because you're worth it.

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I've searched all around, but I can't find a more perfect person for me than you.

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I know there's no way that you're gonna let me win, so why are you letting me fight on?

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I really wish she loves you more than I do, but hey wake up, that's impossible :D

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I know I'm not good enough for you, and I know, too, that I never will be - but dammit, I love you.

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I have a sweet tooth, that's why I've taken a liking for you.

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